Unreal

It's official. Nothing happened. I'm not wasting anymore time on this crap. Believe in something else guys coz this 'secret' is not real.
Show's over folks!

Back On The Horse!

I'm back in the game. Those yahoo groups peeps really helped. Meanwhile, I've yet to see any results. I'm doing it until the end of February, afterall, I can only go so long looking like a fool.

Yahoo Groups

Two days ago I joined a yahoo group on Law of Attraction hoping that I would get some much needed support and encouragement to continue on my experiment. I asked for real life testimonials on how this law has worked in other people's lives. I got some responses, but to be honest, they weren't that convincing. Much of the stories and results happened either before they heard of the 'law of attraction', or without them consciously/purposely practising it.
Maybe that's a sign that I should just forget about it, in hopes that one day I'll actually put it into effect by mistake. Hahaha!

Losing Speed

I'm ready to throw in the towel. Almost a month and nothing - completely nothing. I know I stopped doing it for a couple of days - okay more than a couple, but still... Really disheartening this program. One of the reviews in Amazon.com said the whole show looked like a long infomercial.

Perhaps it is just that.

Tired

I haven't been doing my visualization for the past 4 days, I'm not sure if it's because I'm just tired before doing it, or because I'm tired of doing it. I tend to think the latter since I've not seen any change in my life from doing it. I'm finding excuses.

Neuro Associative Conditioning

I have a confession to make, I haven't done my daily visualizing for the past 3 days. Not that I didn't want to, but for some reason I fall asleep, and the next thing I know it's morning. Bah. The sensible solution to this is to do it earlier in the evening - or maybe in the afternoon even, so even if I fall asleep I can make a second attempt.

Tony Robbins talks about conditioning the mind to do things we don't want to do in his tapes. He says that we have to associate not doing it to something really painful or bad, so as we're pushed to do it instead. Sounds good to me.

How Does One Stop Time

This has nothing to do with my blog, but it's sooo cool I just have to share it!

The Power of Visualization

As mentioned, I've been listening to the Anthony Robbins tapes and he teaches visualization in his programs. He mentioned 2 of the attendees of his programs winning the lottery after visualizing it. One of the 2 won twice within a year even. That gave me something to hold on to, to continue this experiment I'm doing. The universe does not recognize "big" things from "small" things (why am I not surprised). Granting me my dream job is supposedly juat as easy as making me win a million bucks. I'm not a lotto person, thus, I shall keep visualizing my goals.

Motivational Programs

Spent the past couple of days listening to Anthony Robbins programs. This guy is so entertaining, he does lift my spirits up. He also talks much sense. I think this is what it's like to be doing what you love and being the best at it.

Nothing's Happening

I feel frustrated, demotivated and a little stupid. Been doing this for roughly a week and no, I still haven't found a job, no I'm not getting more money - or any money at all actually, and no I'm not in a particularly happier disposition than when I started. But I have 3 more weeks to go, damn. You guys have any luck?

I need a sign.